Sick
i'm damn sick. fever, sore throat, flu and cough! i need to smoke but i can't smoke! i'm so damn sick okay. last night boyfriend came over to take care of me. <3 my body was heating up since last night and my fever kept going up.
this morning, i wake up, my fever did not subside. i spent my whole day sleeping. i'm so damn pissed okay. no one at home, left me alone. sick or not sick, no different right?
whatever i eat or drink, i vomit all out. eat what medicine? eat medicine for what! i'm damn pissed off okay. sick like dog and nobody cares. even my family members. no one have time for me when i'm sick. wtf is this?! fucked up! i'm so damn disappointed can!

my very cute nephew smiling to bf's camera.