OKAY LOH

i miss partying. i'm a fucking workaholic now. working 6 day straight with no rest day already. gonna work 8 days straight with no rest day. i can do it. i'm only available at night.

suppose to go club today, but i can't go. freaking no life. not i cannot go, but i'm not allowed to go. don't talk about it. don't rub it in. want to enjoy with friends before school reopen and also to celebrate goodfriend's birthday and i'm not allowed to. i feel distanced from friends because i have no time for them.

i miss my friends. i miss them a lot. i want to hang out with my new colleagues, go partying with them for some bonding. ALSO CANNOT. EVERYTHING CANNOT.

DIE CAN? CONFIRM CAN.

staying at home and get irritated by my mum. DAMN ANNOYING. GIVE ME SOME LIFE CAN!

don't tell me my life is good or whatever and there's people worse than me okay. so what if their life sucks? MINE IS NOT ANY BETTER. HURMPH! so STFU. kthxbye!

i want to be a turtle. because they are so chill, they live up to hundred years, they just swim around slowly, exploring the world freely.